Rocky Roads….

Hey Guy’s!

Sorry for Missing Monday but I had to work through something. Last week I lost a friendship with someone that I hold dear and honestly speaking I’m still working through it.
I’m a person who doesn’t talk about their feelings but can talk about situations. The probability that you’ll catch me talking about how I feel about something is extremely low but if I do it’s with someone who I trust completely. This friend of mine, let’s call them…Rocky, was one of those few people and now he doesn’t want this anymore.

I know people are free to do their thing and make their own decisions but this honestly hurt like hell. I guess it’s for me it’s very frustrating and painful when one of the few people you feel safe around cuts you out of their life. And you can share good news or exciting moments with them anymore.😔

It feels like one of the people who helped my heart to heal just punched a hole right through it💔

And maybe I’m being melodramatic but hey! I’m only human….

Rocky was a beyond amazing friend and he played a huge part in who I am today and I don’t think I would be where I am right now if he wasn’t in my life. Regardless of how he may have hurt me in the past or even last week I still care for him as much as I always have and that’s not going to change anytime soon.

Rocky and I have a whole lot of history so it will take some to subconsciously get used to the fact that I can’t be like, “Oh….I should call Rocky!” or “Oh my Gosh I have to tell Rocky” or “Rocky you scumbag!” or even “Rocky your delusional” but I’m working on it one step at a time.
I know that there are people who love me, God loves me and will have my back no matter what and they will fight for me when I can’t fight for myself and it’s because of those people that I can look back and smile and say “We had a good run while it lasted and I will miss you terribly but if this is what you want I will not stop you or deny you from what you want, Take Care Rocky❤️.”

“God grant me the strength to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference” ~Serenity Prayer 🙏🏽
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